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I think I should be excited or angry
10:59, Sun 29 Mar 2009
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Section 8 Lin Yan's murderous intention (2) The face that I am keeping watch on her, do one's utmost to recall the look of that woman in the illusion just now. The woman in my life must exist truly in that, just my life has met accident, I have lost that section of memory. But memory will not disappear from people's life, it is just forgotten in a certain corner. Everybody has nearly all had such an experience, in one's own family or in the office, you often can remember thing some put where does it arrive, even if how about look for you, it can not hide out. However, in other chances, it will appear before you accidentally. I firmly believe that woman must have greatest relation in Lin Yan and my memory, perhaps actually they were the same as a person, this kind of thought lured me more deeply, I stare at front woman calm and cold and detached face on the display screen, think in to will certainly hide some other things even in the heart of hearts her suddenly. Later, Lin Yan came down from the bed, the mere body went out of the bedroom. I transfer to the window of the sitting room, see she has entered the kitchen. After for a moment, she one hand end a cup of tea come out. Her look is a bit unusual, the body seems very stiff while walking, there is that cup of hot tea, it is here behind that another hand is hidden all the time. That piece of her at the hand, bring some other things even? The window continues getting back to the bedroom, that cup of tea is put on the bedside cupboard of one side of that man now. The man still closes the eyes, has it seems to already fall asleep, and Lin Yan, stands still in front of the bed. Because look like it in the air conditioner on the wall in the bedroom of position of the head, I can see Lin Yan's expression at this moment, though is not very clear, I can still experience her difference at this moment. She is a bit flurried, red naked body seems to be still trembling slightly. A hand of hers is carried behind all the time, seems to hold an extremely important thing. Stand by the bed, she is staring at that man's face on the bed hard, because is tense, she must open the mouth to breathe, rapid wheezing could live depressingly in this way. My body becomes stiff too, I am staring at the woman in the picture, make as intensely as woman because of expecting. There must be some wrong things, the dubious relationship between Lin Yan and that man, have determined even they are not normal lovers, and should be the secret lover. When Lin Yan twines with the man with each other, cater to sedulously, some taste of pleasing that man. But now, it seems that everything is different, the man is taking a nap, Lin Yan, except his sight, it seems to turn into a person. She is obviously irresolute, the thing which she wants to do, must concern greatly. I open eyes wide, that hand that Lin Yan carried behind has put up the top of the head slowly. On her hand, are holding a sharp knife impressively. Happen dizzily once again, my head splits open and aches. An accident several years ago, let me drop the trouble of headache, get each time tensely or at the crucial moment, it always comes to look for trouble. I am sealing the head, tell oneself to insist on, the sharp knife in forest swallow's hands, at this moment even more important than my headache. Injecting two long and thin sharp needles in as if the temple of both sides, I was unable to stand again at last, hold the head and go straight by the bed to fall staggering. The bed floats in water, the house is rocked lightly as balloon, I roll up the body with the most primitive posture, look like a baby hiding in mother's uterus. The lightning has been rowed from my mind moreover, in the light in a flash of lightning, I have seen the face of the forest swallow. She wears hair dishevelled, it is all ferocious hatred to meet the eye on every side. A hard thing in the hand of hers, is inserting the rumour on my head. Then, I have felt pain like the death, begin to become quiet around, only the wind strokes the slight noise while coming over. I lie prone on the road surface of bitumen, the forehead from touching is flowing out slowly to feel some ice-cold liquid. I am bleeding, I can't move, I am that one is about to die, all of my hopes can have transient pedestrians to find me, and save me to send to the hospital. A dark blue car of the front appears in the dawn, at this time, it is my good news, it comes to save the life that I hang by a hair. But it ignores my expectation and struggle in the middle of the road at all, goes to to me directly over frankly directly. The enormous fear lets me give out sharp giving a blood-curdling scream. Mine is very dark at the moment, feel oneself is fastened in the nest by one to in for one, then fasten and there is only boundless darkness in the nest. Health of me begin drop, set, light, like floating in the sky. I can only see the darkness around is brighter and brighter, but health does not have any feelings, have solidified gradually to thinking in succession later. I have said, this is a feeling of death Wonder how long it is, I open the eyes, find I am still in the dark room. The moonlight is left on the windowsill softly, the notebook computer display screen is distributing the faint shimmer. I sit, seem that still remain bloody taste among the nose. I think I have already touched the truth of some facts, but my incomparable shock that it makes. Memory will not be lost, it is in the abyss of the mind in yours that it only hides. At that time just now, I found it, found it in the light in a flash of lightning, the woman called Lin Yan breaks a hard thing on my head ruthlessly. I think I should be excited or angry, I found the origin which changed my life at last. But I am very calm at this moment, though my palm has already been full of sweat in the arch of the foot. I go to the desk slowly, am staring at the computer display screen indifferently. In the bedroom, that man has already woken up, an arm of his is clasping the forest swallow to one's bosom, two people are saying what it is, still some smiles emerge frequently on one. Some of me wonder, suspect whether the scene which I saw really took place just now. The forest swallow stands lifting the sharp knife in front of the man's bed, I can feel her murderous intention on one's body at that time. But now, she and that man are a look of loving each other dearly, their smile seems still very happy at this time. I have already no longer believed what I saw, I firmly believe I reached the truth of the things at a certain time. On forest swallow, a kind of murderous intention is being hidden. Like she many years ago broke on my head with the hard thing, she will have one time, assassinate the sharp knife of that handle into in the body of man who pulls her into one's arm. I say I disagreeable dandified in appearance man, but now such as I, sympathize with to man those with joy. Thing that must know the profit while sending
07:04, Mon 2 Feb 2009
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Thing that must know the profit while sending Must Must know 2 while moistening the hair: Ears following hair need, use, moisten silk to be precise highly probably, only top of the head that section to reach ears to need, spend. To send tail need, moisten silk a precise one moist, the whole head spend how much is hair to guarantee you will heavy and kind most you! Must know 3 while moistening the hair: Moisten silk as it washes hair to be must with mean belly rub with the hands, comb along hold behind the hair with finger, wait for the hair to be suitable and can be washed out. How Comb hair to be too very important and very important, it whether one university ask all beauty compulsory too. I know a stylist, he tells me, the number of times of combing hair must exceed your age, if your teenager combs it more than ten times, the older the age is, number of times of the massage scalp more. I require I must comb for over 40 times at least every day, and every position should be combed to! This cosmetic king of mine use the comb different uses separately very more. Everybody might as well see too! Generally I will comb one's hair flatly with the wide tooth first when being in the hair is still wet. Wide tooth flat to comb I have special partiality of brand, wide tooth that general you will not answer my telephone
12:44, Fri 2 Jan 2009
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However, what simple Ann Jie lacked most is sympathy. Act as the immature body muster the courage, move body to get me and want, stretch out one's hand one that I am bored avoid on one's side embrace, me finally. "Elder sister "Moist eyes are looking at me, there is expression of some small flower deer. "What you should see will come out, the jade likes you bonily very much. " The Xi time of the mat holds back the eyebrow, a group of look is cold. His words let my body be slightly strict, thereupon dimness of expression in one's eyes comes down, ", yes, then this kind of low price of yours is bestowed whether I should come to knock thanking. " Thing that give up totally already, take out, give alms, only can let people feel, abhor again now. Mat Xi time go back, look at I, dark eyes pupil float, get up first wipe deep depression. The unexpected sound of tinkling of pieces of jade of mobile phone breaks the mourning in silence of room one. It is Piao's polished number, connect the balcony arising, moving towards landing outside window naturally, do not go to take notice of another two people in the room sedulously either. "What's the matter? " Piao will return I telephone must busy, it hopes to be mother thing of aspect just voluntarily while being polished, that will deal with and stand up more troublesome. " It is me. " Distracted, how surprised. "I know you will not answer my telephone, so "The sound has some bitterness, dark and mute. "Busy? " There, roar, " will only tell me this sentence each time! " Tone is analogous to discontent. I smile, from the deep of the heart, " what does that want me to tell you? " "You "There is the obvious one in the sound surprised and right and - -Defy quiverly, " I want to see you, now, must say! " " At nine o'clock, Cafe tortoni coffee shop. " He always have no patience, but extraordinarily resilient, want to agree, the main one is, one's own selfish idea is hoping one side of his of good-bye too, before leaving. "I have said it is now! " He is used to using the tone of the order when being urgent. Having sighed, I say, " leaf Lin, as you know, I needn't go. " smile very evilly
09:46, Mon 15 Dec 2008
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On dull to say, must distinguish novel with life that drives? What is the life, what is a novel, can think of, do, is it a novel? Must bear and suppress, dare nothing go to think, it is the life? WeiLi He say on dull, you know body of you have a kind of overbearing makings. Such makings will make you lose a lot of chances loved - -Because someone will seldom dare to be close to you. Come down in the dull silence. WeiLi He take them reach one it looks to be still good Western-style food hall, on dull to take one Daniel, Jack of cup. Let to say bright and beautifully, do not you really think little Ray has met the burst of dream? On dull to say I A Q He has many reasons to refuse to see me. For example, he is a disabled person; For example, he has already got married; For example, he thought love online very inmature suddenly; For example, he fears to see that only died He WeiLi says, the greatest possibility is, perhaps he has never thought of bringing you into his normal life. Smiling dully, smile very evilly. Let to say bright and beautifully, so terrible, he has only given a start, perhaps he will phone tomorrow, invite you to meet. Just finish speaking, ring in the dull phone, she opens eyes wide and sees incoming telegram revealing dully, it is that little baffled Ray. She has answered the call. Does little Ray say, where are you? Saying dully, are drinking. Little Ray says, it is known that you are drinking, ask where you are. Saying dully what? Little Ray says, I go to look for you. Can see you. I pass by now. A little at a loss dullying, she has seen He WeiLi and allowed to be bright and beautiful, then gone out of the restaurant. Blow come a gust of wind in one's face, she stand, in gate, shuttle back and forth exchanged vehicle at will, hear that familiar sound say to her, where are you? I saw you in the past now. Still several hours before, she wants to see him hopefully, is refused, seem all of her hospitable to put out by water, lose in that time, turn as him round again, but she has a few timid feelings. Little Ray says, I am sorry. I am a little flurried - -I am just a little flurried, without any psychological preparation, really too unexpected. Saying dully why is understanding outside? You have never expected I will really appear in front of you, get and come in your life, have I been just a supporting role that you have dreamt of the kingdom all the time? Little Ray says, you are a protagonist. All the time all been. You do not need to suspect this. On dull to say OK, we go North Sea that mention often before the you. We go there separately, we walk each, if it happens that you can recognize me, I happen to recognize you too, then we are in love. If we can not recognize each other, then as we have never known. Little Ray says, OK. As to you, I can feel the breath while closing eyes. Hanging up dully, come into the restaurant, and allow to He WeiLi to say bright and beautifully, I want to see little Ray, you mustn't worry I, don't tell what it will be I, if have fate, we can meet either. The wine has gone round three time, let to be bright and beautiful to be a little drunk, He WeiLi invites her to change one to guide and dance excitedly. She has refused. She good at, dance always to tell the truth, ball room dancing, or what dance. Her one's own body for waving has a kind of innate resisting, she is used to resting on on the bed lazily like that, go to strike those lonely words, go to build those baffled joys and sorrows. How much lonely a mid-nights, she human world fabricated personally to view and admire sad with cool detachment, the cool air rises from the bottom of heart, precipitate again, sometimes she can write oneself and choke with sobs - -He and she parted, their angina helplessly, he is drawing her hands, there is no eternal faith from then on Or she have, turn round, forget, shadow of him, his surface, become her secret anguish of a lifetime Let to see bright and beautifully to the limit desolately in these rise and fall, is accompanying the daylight of waiting for at night alone. |
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